Friday, June 19, 2009

Jon and Kate plus divorce

Most high schools had their graduations tonight, I'm feeling extremely nostalgic. I was tempted to grab my cap and gown and blend right in. I love high school graduations, so much excitement, so much promise, so much to look forward to. You're still kind of a kid, but with all the best parts of adulthood. Growing up increasingly fast, it seems, makes me yearn for my younger years I don't want to leave my youth behind. Growing up is just another part of life, but it's also really scary. I have to pave my own way, I mean this is the rest of my life, there is no "one day", it's today, right now, it isn't some far away fantasy anymore. I still have two more years to think about it I guess, but it scares me I don't want to be a part of the real world I want to be stuck in my bubble.
I saw the hangover tonight, it was such a good feelin movie. I just want to be a dude sometimes there are no buddy/crew comedies with bitches. I don't know, I just want to go to Vegas and have an unbelieveable fucked up weekend now, it's totally out of my nature, but fuck what good feelins.
Recently I've been spending my time advertising and being scared to fuck about moving on, but the Hangover definitely helped me get over it, atleast for a couple hours. Vegas anyone???

-Katie